The Path To My Life

This is how i feel every saturday and sunday went i wake up

2006-03-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

I woke up it was 7 i waited till 11 just to figure out that no want would call i think i got a lot of friend's but i dont hear from them what a nother night all alone went i am spending everday on my own it feel like no want care ,no want love to be there were i am it always been about some one populer.., what the hell is wrong with me dont fit with anybody how could this happend to me wild i worked up bored cant feel asleep and every night is the worst night ever,and maybe went the night is dead i will craw in to my bed straying at this 4 wall again,i try to think a bout last time i had a good time everyone got some were to go and they going to leave me here on my own...i am just a KID i know that life is not fare , i am all alone every night everyone had a good time and i am not...this is what i feel everyday not only Saturday and Sunday...

My Heart

2006-02-23T15:37:00.000+08:00

I was so happy, you were loughing
With a smile that melts everything away

Spring is still far away, inside the cold earth
Waiting for the time to sprout

For instance, even if today is painful
And yesterdays wounds remain
I want to believe that i can free my heart and go on

I cannot be reborn
But i can change as i go on, so
Let's stay together always

Smile at everyone and touch me with thoes fingers
This simple desire is everlasthing

I want things to be simple
Let's finally get across this sea of mournful sorrow

For instance, even if to day is painful
Someday it will become a warm memory
If you leave everything up to your heart

I understand the meaning our living here
It is to know the joy of having each other
Let's stay together always..

I guess i prefer to be a lone....

2006-02-08T17:39:00.000+08:00

Now is my time to be a lone for ever i dont need any one any more it is my time to do something give up everthing i have and leave this world , i will never forget the times i had.......

To:YDC14 2005 u guys and girls ROCKs

2006-01-25T16:58:00.000+08:00

You're There For Me... :)
You’re there for me when I’m lost
You’re there for me at every cost
You’re there for me through snow and rain
You’re there for me when I’m in pain
You’re there for me to heal my cut
You’re there for me no matter what
You’re there for me like an angel from aboveTo watch over me and teach me how to love
i will never forget u guys and girls LOVE ya....^^

September my Birthday this is what i am a bit hehe

2006-01-11T21:19:00.001+08:00

SEPTEMBER: Save and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to pointoutpeople's mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talkwell. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyaland always honest.Humble.Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. PositiveAttitude.Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to lookforinformation. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivateoneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves sports, leisureand traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Verychoosy, especially in relationships. Systematic. sexy but has brains.

Chapter 1 The Joy

2006-01-01T14:22:00.000+08:00

All my life i have stayed in the dark but than something new has heppend this how my journey began. In the dark there is no Love no peace no joy no frends no life just dark were ever bad thing heppend, i saw a light i thought i would never see light ,there were thousand hand reaching in,their voices are so MELODIOUS voices they say come out let have fun...,so i took the risk i reach out my arm to their hands they pull me out of the darknes,the moment i came out of the darkness bright light shine at me i was blind for a moment than went i open my eyes i could not belive what i am seeing i saw Joy Loughter, Love Sharing Careing Frendly there is no War they never leave a person behind form there my journey began......In the 2 Chapter i tell what heppend....hehehe

I never had a real friends

2005-12-28T07:51:00.000+08:00

in my life i never though i would find people are so Nice Careing Fateful Sharing Loveing all my life i been in the darkest but they Brought me out of the darkest,i never feel the darkest again i was playing with joy i dont have to think what people say about me i can show the real me they Love me for me and i will never forget that....